I’ve killed off parts of myself to keep others from caving in, ending themselves
Now I fill those dead ends with their’s to open back up
I walked to the bottom and risen higher than I needed to, fell back and flipped it all over and watched myself sprout
Category Archives: anixety
Constant Buzzing
You act like my sanity is intact, it isn’t All I do is sit here wondering why I let things slip, so back into fantasy
The sad thing is, it keeps happening yet I have no strength to put a dam in it and the rivers would be so jealous, breaking every barrier
Not quite numb, on the verge of a constant buzzing inside and out I’m climbing higher to my worst state of mind
Leaning on the stars for some gleam of light, beaming bright all the while dimming, putting a stop to washing out completely
Entering new stages, following old steps and bending the rules Questioning everyone around myself to add to the collection of masks seeped into my skin