Within 3 months I knew, but I couldn’t allow myself to wade in your waters long enough to give you my hand.
You knew it wasn’t going to be long before you’d stop seeing behind my games.
Too far gone, cursed with such a passion, we tried to leave it, but we didn’t go until you did something I still hold onto sometimes. Think about sometimes.
And I wonder if we’ll ever be friends, but I no longer want to think.
I’ve changed since then, I no longer want what I wanted once, because you proved to me that when I was at my worst, that people can only take so much.
So I made my new account.
I need to update my information and profile picture on it, but the URL is:
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To my followers and anyone who comes across this.
I have had this blog for I believe 4 or 5 years now and when I first made it, I used my legal first name as my url and I want to get away from that.
I’d hate to lose my followers, but I want to make a new blog and move all of my writing over to it.
I will make another post with my new blog url when I make one.
Thank you to all of you who have stuck with me since the beginning and thank you to all of my new readers.
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Let me roam my own map, please allow me the space between my roots and my branches to exist alone because the stars are connecting without ne and I keep wandering lost. I’m wearing tired and thin, tredding on bad headlines and drowning in seas of sour honey